One year

This Saturday marks the first year anniversary of the day my daddy went to be with Jesus.

I am a CRAZY mix of emotions lately, though I can't lie, I'm mostly sad. I can't lie. There are a lot of things going on in life... a lot. I am, in general, not an emotional person. It's just never been my thing, but lately I just can't pull it together.

I miss my dad more than I've ever missed anything before. I still find myself going to my phone to call him when something good happens. I want to hug him...

It's just not fair, I guess.

But life's not fair right?

I feel like I'll be sad forever.