Thoughts.

Do you ever get kept up at night because your mind is racing?

This has been happening to me a lot lately. There are SO many things going on in my life, and so many thoughts to go along with that, that sometimes I'm up until the wee hours of the morning going over and over things in my mind.

I'm one of those people that gets stressed out easily. I'm also one of those people that bottles up emotions (When I feel the need), until there's just an unbearable amount of emotion.

I know it's a horrible habit. I know I shouldn't do it. I know it's unbiblical and unhealthy.

Regardless.

That's apparently my style.

I Am Changing.

Look at me
Look at me

I am changing, tryin' every way I can
I am changing, I'll be better than I am
I'm trying-to find a way to understand
But I need you, I need you-I need a hand

I am changing, seeing everything so clear
I am changing, I'm gonna start right now, right here
I'm hoping to work it out, and I know that I can
But I need you, I need a hand


All my life I've been a fool
Who said I could do it all alone
How many good friends have I already lost
How many dark nights have I known


Walking down that wrong road, there was nothing I could find
All those years of darkness-can make a person blind
But now I can see


I am changing, tryin every way I can
I am changing, I'll be better than I am
But I need a friend-to help me start all over again,
oh-that would be just fine
I know it's gonna work out this time
'Cause this time I am-This time I am


I am changing, gonna get my life together now
I am changing, yes, I know how
I'm gonna start again, I'm leaving my past behind
I'll change my life-I'll make a vow
And nothing's gonna stop me now