Well, reader, I got a message on Facebook late last night saying and I quote "keep the depressing sad s*** about your dad off of Facebook".
Okay, whoa partner. When I first read it, I was in shock. It came from someone I know, and someone I thought would've been supportive during this particular month. I am not an emotional person. Everyone knows that. But in the rare and random moments I post about needing prayer, I expect support. Unfortunately, this time around, that didn't happen.
I just feel... wrecked. December is the month I hate the most ANYWAY, because of my dad, but it also the busiest month at my work. The hours are long, and the kids are wild. And I am unbelievably thankful for a job, but I'm just tired. I wake up in the middle of the night, every single night, because my teeth and gums are throbbing with pain. I still feel a fairly deep disconnect from so many people in my life, and I just don't seem to be able to fix it.
Pardon my whining. Lol
