Smithereens

Tomorrow I have a meeting to discuss giving my testimony, and I am nervous! 

I'm nervous for so many reasons...

I hate talking in front of a lot of people. 

I'm scared that people who THINK they know my past may be in for a rude awakening.

And most of all, I am scared to be vulnerable. I don't tend to open up to many people. Like, at all. And this wouldn't be just breaking out of my comfort zone. This would be taking my comfort zones and blowing it to smithereens!!

Sharing my testimony, where I came from and how God's changed me and used me, is something I KNOW He has put on my heart. 

But I am nervous. 

Here goes nothing...