Scared

Writing this testimony is turning out to be quite a bit harder than I thought it would be. 

I keep finding myself leaving certain things out because I'm not sure I really want other people knowing about my past. 

I feel like a lot of people have this certain image of me in their heads, and after this testimony adventure is spoken, that image will change. 

I'm still doing this. I know in my heart that this is something I'm supposed to be doing, but it's just... Scary.